Why Am I Still Alive?

The spiritual energy is reviving, the gods are descending?Disasters are constant, all living beings are suffering?What does it have to do with me? I'm just a terminally ill patient who has been declared to be on a countdown to death and has given up on treatment.Carrying a broken body on the path of exorcising demons and slaying immortals is not for protecting the country, it's just because the risk pay is too attractive, especially the compensation..."This evil skill will be punished by heaven, even if the early progress is smooth, the practitioner will eventually kill himself...""Give me a dozen.""This demon sword backlashes its master, and has eaten ninety-nine lives...""Give me two, and also that man-eating demon helmet, soul-eating blood claws, give me a whole set.""This medicine is against heaven...""Don't say anything, give me the whole package!"